. : [ To Forgive & Forget ] : .

Hurmmm..(T_T)...misery...that's what I feel right now... Kinda confuse as well...I guess...
But the truth & obvious about my feeling at this very moment??... I AM NOT HAPPY...
Of course u won't feel hurt if u don't have a heart... But I do have a heart ...
Some people, they knew they made a mistake, then ask for forgiveness... OK acceptable...
But, when it's too often & your heart keep on hurting... I'm just a human being ...
Yes...may be I still can forgive.... But to forget ... that's the hardest things to do....
It is just unacceptable...(T_T) ...

. : [ Sedih nyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ] : . (T__T)

Kembalinya aku ke KL penuh kesedihan...Dapat tau anak2 ku yang dijaga kawan hilang...(T_T)
Aku pun hilang arah....Dah la tiga2 hilang...Aku x tau kat mana nak cari...Aku x tau nak salahkan sapa...(T_T)...Kematian Mojako dah cukup membuat aku kehilangan...Kini, anak2 Mojako...yang ku harapkan...Pernah ku tekad di hati untuk menjaga mereka sebaik mungkin sebab aku x mau kejadian yang berlaku atas Mojako tersayang berulang lagi...Terkilan lagi....Takkan ada pengganti Mojako... Anak2 dia lah harapanku...Dan kini....Aku pun x tahu....Apa lagi harus aku lakukan...Aku x dapat nak salahkan sesiapa...Tapi hakikatnya aku merana...(T_T)....Siapa lah yang akan faham...Mereka juga makhluk bernyawa sama seperti kita manusia...Sayang aku pada mereka tiada berbelah-bagi....(T_T)